I've got 300 calories for the day. My friend doesn't want to finish her chips and shes trying to give them to me.
This is gonna be hard.
To stay under 300 calories today all I can eat is a fraction of whatever dinner my mother makes, so I've drank a SF energy drink with like 4 calories in it and chewed a shitload of gum.
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Woohoo I got some followers and a comment and shit so I love you ok? :D Let's be friends.
Basically earlier in school my friend force-fed me a chocolate cupcake. Literally shoved it halfway down my throat. I love her and all but it was a miracle I didn't chop her into bits and set them on fire. Haha... haha... ha... yeah.
So I'm refusing to eat anything for the rest of the day because I have absolutely NO clue how many calories were in that cupcake. Could be 50, could be 350. So no more food. I can do this!
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Wednesday, 6 March 2013
Monday, 4 March 2013
Exam Results
Sick of it. The whole thing: the lessons, the teachers, the students. Hate it. Hate it all.
I've gotten two C's in my exams so far, Maths and German. Only one B in music, and even that was a low B.
Guess what, I'm not so hungry anymore. And my thighs are itching for the bite of a blade. This is what school does to me.
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Just found out I only got 51% on my Irish exam. I'm definitely going to cut tonight. Not going to eat though... Well I had a handful of crisps from my friend so I didn't call attention, but thats it.
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Turns out I did eat, but not much.
I've gotten two C's in my exams so far, Maths and German. Only one B in music, and even that was a low B.
Guess what, I'm not so hungry anymore. And my thighs are itching for the bite of a blade. This is what school does to me.
...
Just found out I only got 51% on my Irish exam. I'm definitely going to cut tonight. Not going to eat though... Well I had a handful of crisps from my friend so I didn't call attention, but thats it.
...
Turns out I did eat, but not much.
School
So far the day hasn't been great. There was a stupid fight yesterday over my friend S dying her hair the colour another girl apparently wanted to, so now this girl (J) is bitching about her, and me for sticking up for S.
Fuckin teenage drama, I want to scream sometimes.
Sitting in music, second class, it's 10:30am and I'm blogging on my phone because the teacher is an oblivious eejit haha.
So far today I've eaten nothing. My mam didn't make me lunch, she left money on the table for me but I just put it in a drawer because I don't want to buy binge food with it. I was going to bring an apple with me but I forgot. So looks like I'm fasting at least until dinner. Maybe I can get out of dinner too.
I will be skinny, I will be happy, and no-one is going to stop me.
... Obviously I have no internet at school so anything I write today will be posted at the same time when I get home. Don't explode or anything.
Fuckin teenage drama, I want to scream sometimes.
Sitting in music, second class, it's 10:30am and I'm blogging on my phone because the teacher is an oblivious eejit haha.
So far today I've eaten nothing. My mam didn't make me lunch, she left money on the table for me but I just put it in a drawer because I don't want to buy binge food with it. I was going to bring an apple with me but I forgot. So looks like I'm fasting at least until dinner. Maybe I can get out of dinner too.
I will be skinny, I will be happy, and no-one is going to stop me.
... Obviously I have no internet at school so anything I write today will be posted at the same time when I get home. Don't explode or anything.
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