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Tuesday, 5 March 2013

Calorie Count 5/3/2013

Let's just say that I ate like a fat pig today and I'm not giving my calories because I'm just that ashamed.

ABC diet starts tomorrow though, so I will fix today's mistakes.

I've also found out that I'm allergic to bananas. Basically eating one was like taking a box of laxatives. TMI? Ah sure.

I WILL BE SKINNY <3

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Btw, just wanted to mention that I haven't SH'd today ^^ that's a plus. I had the urge earlier but I just sort of fought it down. I've promised myself I'm not bringing a blade to school anymore either, fuck my anxeity, I'll learn to deal.

6 comments:

  1. good luck with the abc! right now it's a little intimidating to me so i'm trying the sgd first which is shorter and a little less harsh. buuut good luck honey, i'm sure you will smash it :] & well done you for not SHing today, see you can be strong ♥

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    1. Thanks so much :D what's the sgd? :3 I'm hoping to go all Hulk on the ABC's ass xD I need to. Thanks so much for the comment you're awesome o.o

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    2. it's called the skinny girl diet, you'll find it easily if you have a look on google images! :] i'm doing it on my blog, going well so far, -5.3lbs in just one week! hope your day 1 is going well, despite your silly cupcake friend >.<

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    3. That sounds really good :o I might try it when I finish the ABC (or if it doesnt work for me). Yeah my days going great xD besides the cupcake I havent eaten a single thing today and I'm going to bed in an hour and a half so I should be able to keep it that way :D

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  2. hey.
    Just found your blog loving it so far.
    If you ever need help and support check out my blog
    http://toofatforwords.blogspot.com.au/

    Good luck with the ABC, I'm thinking of starting it again, I'm in desperate need to get my eating in order again it's disgusting what I'm doing at the moment!

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    1. Thank you :DD I'll so check out your blog. Good luck for when you start the ABC up :3

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